My first serious post ..

I have something in my heart and i'm now going to let it out..

As some of you maybe already know, i "ran away" from my mom almost a year ago.. I moved to my dad, moved away from the place i grew up, away from the people i grew up with and love so much. That was a big step for me to take, but it was something i had to do.. For myself.. I felt bad for leaving my brothers and sisters there but i had to do what was best for me. So i did it! I packed my bags and i went away from there! There's absolutly no way i could have done this alone.. I had an AMAZING support, from some very special people in my life and i thank you guys with all my heart! Really.. i have no idea what i would have done without you <3 I love you all soo much :') I really don't have words to thank you enough for getting me trough such an hard time in my life.. The support you gave me was an amazing help <3 The reason i don't mention any names is because i don't want to cause any trouble for anyone.. But you all know very well yourself if you were one of them or not ;)

After i moved to my dad i got a new start. My dad is GREAT and i don't regret at all that i moved here. I'm living like a princess in a fairytale and i love it <3 But of course i have my ups and downs..

One of the best things that happened to me was that i got to know the most amazing person on earth.. It took me less than an hour to love her, she have a heart made of gold and she is the most loving and caring person i have ever known.. I don't even remember how, but somehow we became mom and daughter. It's the best thing that ever happened to me and i thank GOD for that every single day! Some people don't like it and think it's hard to accept that i found a new mom but I DON'T CARE! I really don't care at all! She loves me like crazy and even she live very far from me and we never met in person, she have done soo much for me. She changed my life completly! And we will meet some day, i know we will. And we will enjoy our time alot.. I love my mom more than anything on earth and no one can change that.. My mom is AMAZING! And i thank Jah for what we have. The bond we have as a mom and daughter is so precious and i would'nt change it with anything in the world.. My mom is always keeping me positive, giving me a reason to always smile and be happy, even when it's hard.. She's lifting me up when i'm down, helping me, always being there for me when i need her.. Just like moms do. (at least most of them) The only thing we don't have that other moms and daughters have is that i can't hug her and kiss her good night.. She can't be here taking care of me when i'm sick, or hold me tight when i cry.. But that day will come, some day :) And until that day comes, i know she's just a phone call away.. I can call her any time i want, and we can chat and see eachother through webcam every day.. And i know she wont let me down, i know she will always be there for me when i need her. She is the greatest mommy in the world and no one can take her away from me.. I trust her like no one and i know i can tell her everything. She have never let me down and i believe her when she tell me she never will.

I love you mommy, i love you <3

I'm so proud to be your daughter, your baby, your Sarah :) I'm the luckiest girl on earth cus i have a mom like you! Yislamleh modelek mommy <3
- your daughther, Sarah..